Walking in darkness, all you need is the light. It lets you see the blue and purple wonders around you - it's a world out of time, a world of chaos, a world with different rules. Entering all the chaos, realising it makes you belong, to be part of something bigger, but too small to succeed. Being a very small piece, but still a piece of the puzzle. Going down the same wrong roads, you so often went, knowing, they are wrong, but unable to stop. Travelling on the way of failure away from wisdom, being a lunatic waiting for the moon to rise. Getting away without own merit, just for one day, not knowing the faith that awaits. Walking in darkness again. You lost your light. It is 2 AM. Who you gonna call? Who's gonna save your ass, when you cant? You insist on it's not your fault, that it's a felony, that no one has the right to. You don't understand the arguings you started the days before, see everything in a different way. Deep inside you know, you cant have changed so much and you havent, but you have seen a different light. You try to start over, succeding for a short while, forgetting what was. But the darkness gets you again, lets you fall and fail again. Blaming it on the sleepless nights, but deep inside you know, it's something else. It is over, you cant be part of it anymore, you see others struggle, want to come to help, but cant. You are a prisoner. Taking steps out of the prison, seeing light again - not knowing, what the future holds. All the future holds is darkness, it swallows you, you are lost. You are allowed out of the prison, but the prison stays inside you. You wonder, what you have become and if you will be ever free again.